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[Thursday the 26th
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Note to self: have to stop writing stupid posts.
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[Wednesday the 25th
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I need to:
1) Stop sleeping at 3am. Or 4am. Or 5am.
2) START READING.
3) Stop being lazy and get my ass outside to run.
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[Sunday the 15th
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You have no idea how much I love you, really.
List of books to read is all drawn up and hopefully I can complete it. 20 books in 3 months is quite comfortable (I think). Pretty busy week ahead and can't wait to see all my favourite people.
Random pictures(because I feel like uploading them):
That stupid bird snapped on my fingers while trying to get the food.
"I shall call you squishy and you shall be mine."
I love this duck. Cutest duck everrr.
Okay I'm lazy to upload more. And oh yes.
I'M BACK.
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| When your heart gets broken you start to see the cracks in everything |
[Wednesday the 11th
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Bringing Cynicism to the next level. God, what have I become? You can say all you want my dear, and I'll never believe you.
Back to Singapore so so soon I might not be able to sleep. Meet ups people! And I'll be seeing my kids too, reckon they may be the only thing that will keep me sane. I should need to come up with a list of things-to-do while back so my brain won't rot away.
Room is still in a mess. Sigh.
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| Persuasion |
[Tuesday the 10th
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"I can listen no longer in silence. I must speak to you by such means
as are within my reach. You pierce my soul. I am half agony, half
hope. Tell me not that I am too late, that such precious feelings are
gone for ever. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your
own than when you almost broke it, eight years and a half ago. Dare
not say that man forgets sooner than woman, that his love has an
earlier death. I have loved none but you. Unjust I may have been,
weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. You alone have
brought me to Bath. For you alone, I think and plan. Have you not
seen this? Can you fail to have understood my wishes? I had not
waited even these ten days, could I have read your feelings, as I think
you must have penetrated mine. I can hardly write. I am every instant
hearing something which overpowers me. You sink your voice, but I can
distinguish the tones of that voice when they would be lost on others.
Too good, too excellent creature! You do us justice, indeed. You do
believe that there is true attachment and constancy among men. Believe
it to be most fervent, most undeviating, in F. W.
"I must go, uncertain of my fate; but I shall return hither, or follow
your party, as soon as possible. A word, a look, will be enough to
decide whether I enter your father's house this evening or never."
I read the book just for that part; actually I stopped after that part and I suppose I should just finish it... or not.
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[Thursday the 5th
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We both know it's not the same anymore.
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[Tuesday the 3rd
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Biology in 2 days, Psychology in 5. I'm so fucked.
There's just so much going on, so much rubbish always happening to me. I'm so tired having to keep up with it. All these... things. Why do I always get the difficult/trouble ones.
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[Tuesday the 3rd
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Sooner or later this will fall apart
It takes more than science to save a failing heart
I wanted to keep you and hide you from the sun
but no one could reach you
You say I'm a black hole
Sigularity
My own supernova
A blazing blind catastrophe
And for once I was a star
A long time before that
Somebody's sun
But enough of these pointless noises
Enough of just counting down
This is not a test
If love is not the answer
then maybe I misunderstood Oh the question
Oh there must be someway out of this
We stand in a circle
hand in hand in hand
There's talk of a comet
Over moon and land
The sand has run out of the glass
We stand in a circle
We stand in a line
But enough of these pointless noises
Enough of just counting down
This is not a test
So hope was not but answer then could you please repeat the question Oh the question
There must be someway
I want so
There's always someway
Well enough of these final nothings
There's no time to reconsider
So love was not the answer then maybe I misunderstood the question
Because it must be somewhere
I want it somewhere
There's always someway
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| Now let me show you the shape of my heart |
[Thursday the 29th
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One and half days to first paper oh my god.
Study break has been quite fun/slightly productive. Meet up at 10am, brain usually dies by 4pm and we end up singing Backstreet Boys songs while typing the lyrics to each other though we're just across the table OR playing daidi for 2 hours and listening to someone trying to learn Singlish (seriously, why? haha). I get home and somehow am too tired to study, but still sleep at 2am. How terrible. Lather, Rinse, Repeat.
Home in 2 and half weeks. Goodbye to going home whenever I please, even at 4am or not going home at all; going out when I want to; sleeping at 5am; not eating when I don't feel like; eating whatever I want, without getting screamed at by The Parents. But, home is home. Cheap food & familiar places and faces.
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We both know this is a sinking ship. Don't know why I'm still on it, even though I said I would get off so long ago. So much have been said, so much time has passed and we're still at the same place as 3 months ago. sigh.
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| "Love me when I least deserve it, because that's when I really need it." |
[Friday the 23rd
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- Swedish proverb
...and I don't know, I think it's always nice to know that someone loves you and tells you so.
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He'll probably still not message me, never admit (even grudgingly) that cats are cute but instead hate them, not be interested when I talk about my psych lectures or just, let me have my way sometimes. But, I still love him.
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